Your silence hurts me more than anything else
Why won’t you make it stop?
You implied you were doing me a favour. No way do I consider all this hurt a “favour”.
I can’t be strong for much longer.
upontherack
What am I?
You told me that I’m just your roommate. Someone you live with and nothing more. The only reason you stay with me is because of promises you made long ago. You honor those promises. I ask if you want to find that place where we are husband and wife and you say no. I ask if you ever will and you say no. I just need hope. Hope that I’m not just your roommate. I want to be worth something to you. I’m not satisfied just being your roommate. We have 20 years and four children together. I need more or I need to move on.
Leftoverfrankenstein
Still trying
It has been a while since we have stopped seeing each other but there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about you. We parted ways because I knew the age difference was putting a lot of stress on you with your family. I know they would have disowned you if you would have stayed with me, so I ended the most meaningful relationship I have ever had so I wouldn’t be the cause of any pain. You were my world, and I know I was yours. I miss you so much, everything about you. The way your face would light up when I came in the room, the way I could make you laugh until you cried, the simple things were the most important thing to me. I miss the good morning texts and the how’s your day going texts. I miss the way your hand fit in mine and the way you would lay your head on my chest. I just miss my best friend. If I believed in soul mates you were definitely mine. You completed me and I have just felt hollow and broken since we split. I have never loved anyone like I loved you and truth is I don’t know if I ever want to love like that again. I hope that you find someone that makes you as happy as you deserve to be even if it can’t be me. There is so much more I want to say but I will never send you this letter anyway so I guess it doesn’t matter. I’m just still trying to figure my life out without you in it. I love you baby, and I guess I always will.
A_Bomb666
